Belong

6-29-06

I don’t belong here
I don’t fit in the puzzle
Nothing is right
When will it be over?
When will the pain disappear?
When will I belong?
Where will I belong?

The oxygen suffocates me
The sun freezes me
The cold burns me
The water dries me
The night reveals me
The food destroys me
The friends break me
The family abandons me
The world misunderstands me
I don’t belong

I am withering down
I can’t breathe
I can’t feel
I can’t be
I am breaking down
I am evaporating
I am slowly, so very slowly, disappearing
When will I belong?
Where will I belong?